lOsT..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Lost in the world of unknown……

On my path I am all alone….

Can listen my heart beats….

My shadow is the one which follows me…

No one around to care…

Life has become unfair……

Lost in my path where I was going….

Darkness is the one which  keeps following….

No directions, no light..

Too many hurdles and height…

I try to yell for help….

But can listen only to myself….

Lost in the world where people hate me…

Who blame for their pain and cause..

Their shouting and scolding has no pause….

I try to give an explanation….

They never bother the conversation…

Lost in world of dark…

No one to show me the right path…

I scream, I cry….

And still I try…

But fail to do…

Which is the biggest true…..

Was used and thrown…

Lost in this world alone….

I took up the journey to walk alone…..

Stood up high and walk from where I was thrown….

Will find my way from where I was lost….

Will never care this dark world at any cost……!!!!!!!! 

SInGLe.....:) :p...!!!!!!!!

I jump ,I laugh…!!!

Keep rolling and rolling on the floor apart…:)

I feel I am a free bird…

No one can dare or utter a word…

Once my heart was used and thrown…:(

Now I realized I can protect it by my own….;)

I don’t want anyone to love me……

Want to be SINGLE and go free…..

No tensions, no worries…..

No more question and quarries…

Love my life, love my heart….

And even more love my beautiful thought….

“S.I.N.G.L.E: superb independent naughty girl living everyday”…….

Everyday is like heaven I say”……

No more tears rolling from eyes….

Each and everyday I feel like touching skies…..

I enjoy my freedom…..

With no word called “BOREDOM”….

I go mad, crazy………

Doing all kinds of works and making myself busy…

I still think that no guy has  born….

Who really deserves my beautiful heart’s throne…

Forgetting the past and moving ahead……

A piece of my heart is calling me for a hit….

Single and I am happy in that….

Rather being loved by anyone and get sad……;)

A miStAke...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was there by your side always…

Still you dint understood me..!!!!!

I supported you all the time….

Still you kept names for me..

Even when everyone loved me…

I still gave you the first place in my heart…..♥.♥ ..

You never understood me at least dint give a trial….

I tried a lot to explain you hard…

But you never care to listen it so far….

I was hurtled cause of the words you used all the time….

I never cared them and still considered you as mine…

Even when this world kept me busy….

I still missed you a lot with a dizzy..

But you dint understand it at all..

Broke my little heart apart…

“You don’t care me”, ”Your avoiding me”, ”I am nothing to you”….

Are the things from which I’ve always been through….

For which sometimes my heart was gloomed….

My heart was so depressed…..

To which I tried a lot to express…

I never kept you alone ,awake…..

And accepted your every single mistake……

Still you posed questions on me …

As if I am not your love but an enemy……

Your still the one who occupies the first place in my life…..

Do not hate me and my heart……

Just hate the situation which kept you apart……..

A Beautiful Love Story

One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.
He asked me, "Do you love me?"
I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"
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Then He asked,
"If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my
body and wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the
things that I took for granted.
 
And I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."
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Then the Lord said,
"If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it?
Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them
still loved God and His creation.

So I answered, "Its hard to think of it, but I would still love you."
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The Lord then asked me,
"If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf?

Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts.

I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."
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The Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice?
Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are
persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks.

So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name”.
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And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"

I thought I had answered well, but God asked,"THEN WHY DO YOU SIN?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect.""THEN WHY IN TIMES OF PEACE DO YOU STRAY THE FURTHEST?
WHY ONLY IN TIMES OF TROUBLE DO YOU PRAY THE EARNEST?"

No answers. Only tears.

The Lord continued: "Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
 "You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."
 "DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME?"
I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, “Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord answered, "That is My Grace, My child."

I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"

The Lord answered, "Because you are My creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you.
When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you forever."

Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?"

The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands. "This much, he said."
I bowed down at the feet of God
 

Have a  Shining Week ahead.... 
Let your light shine in even the darkness of nights and enlighten the path in front of you with your knowledge and sensibility……..

Love, During bright & dark

A beautifull day,
The day when you made me feel the aroma of my heart,
A very strange experience that ive felt..!
Every second you are the MOON to me..!
You were like my breath......!

The hurtled day,
My heart was cracked,
I felt nothing except your glimpse, which was always in my mind...!
All the beautifull day has turned to be a dream that passed away..!
Hence the only thing that i felt was the MOON.
which was seeing me from the reflection from the H2O..!

I aNd tHe NiGhT SkY....:) :).!!!!!

I was standing on my terrace alone…

Thinking deeply about something and was forlorn …..

My head suddenly stood above…

As if something was calling me from up….

It was none other than the sparkling stars…..

Who wanted to know what my thinking are...

They asked me the reason of my lonesome….

And said that they cannot see my face with poignant…

I told them that I was well and fine….

And wanted to spend alone sometime….

Then came featherlike angel one…..

Gloomy, elegant ,frivolous moon….

His luminosity was lightning the entire place…..

To which my eyes were gazed….

He asked me “ oh little angel of my heart… why are you so hard?”….

He splashed his radiance on my heart….

I told him “oh dear moony my friend… there is nothing to worry and anxiety”

Your sweet little angel is enjoying the night falling….

Suddenly I heard the stars clouds appalling….

They started to talk and dance with me….

To which I was enjoying extensively…..

The air was so salubrious and unmarked……

Was refreshing the night which was so dark…..

It touched my body gently………

Felt  the touch as if a spineless  flower with its petals velvety…..

They were singing the song of melody……

It was fascinating night  for which I was lucky….

To enjoy such a view with full of ecstasy…..

And decided to come every night……

To watch this spellbinding, mesmerizing sky………….!!!!!!:)

gOoD ThiNgs cOmE tO An eNd...:( :(!!!!!!!!!!

When we open our eyes we see the shining sun..

It’s radiant gleam, sparkle like a diamond..

The day is beautiful with the sound of humming birds..

When you see a cloudy airy weather you don’t have any words…

But this hilarious view does not stay for long…

The day starts and ends with dawn..

A red rose is as red as the blood….

Attractive, gracious, aromatic.. But then its beauty ends up in the mud.…

All good things come to an end…..

When there is no light…

 A candle gives a life…

With its glowing light  like occult…

But second by second it melts down and halt….

Caterpillar are very  ugly and awful..

But once they come out of the cocoon.

Your two eyes are not enough to see there exquisiteness..

There wings touch too high in the sky….

But one day even these die….

This is a whole world which has many good things..

But all of them come to an end….

Same is the life of  people….

When we start doing good things they end up with downbeat…

We start loving our friends and make them lovers..

But some turn from lovers to friends…

You try to do many good things for your best ones...

But again things go  slip-up and confound….

You start hating the person whom once you loved the most…

People keep sweet memories for being happy..

But these memories make our heart firm and waste…

That is why I ask always….

Why all good things come to an end..