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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

I mIsS YoU.... :():

My heart beats only your name…..
For that I cannot blame…
When I close my eyes I see you…
Wherever I move I feel you…
Though your miles apart from me…
My heart always feels your glee..
Wherever I see your name…
 My mind goes totally astray..
Whenever I look my hand I feel so sad…
Because the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly…
I sit alone aside thinking about the days we spent together..
Where Even the essence of love was found in the weather…
Too cool too frost outside…
I feel your warm from my heart inside…
I remember the old memories and smile…
A tear roll out of my eye…
Silently my heart is missing you….
Day by day getting attracted too..
The only thing I can say you is that…
“I miss you , I love you” so bad…. <3 <3 <3 :)….

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

lOsT..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Lost in the world of unknown……
On my path I am all alone….
Can listen my heart beats….
My shadow is the one which follows me…
No one around to care…
Life has become unfair……
Lost in my path where I was going….
Darkness is the one which  keeps following….
No directions, no light..
Too many hurdles and height…
I try to yell for help….
But can listen only to myself….
Lost in the world where people hate me…
Who blame for their pain and cause..
Their shouting and scolding has no pause….
I try to give an explanation….
They never bother the conversation…
Lost in world of dark…
No one to show me the right path…
I scream, I cry….
And still I try…
But fail to do…
Which is the biggest true…..
Was used and thrown…
Lost in this world alone….
I took up the journey to walk alone…..
Stood up high and walk from where I was thrown….
Will find my way from where I was lost….
Will never care this dark world at any cost……!!!!!!!! 

Thursday, November 10, 2011

SInGLe.....:) :p...!!!!!!!!

I jump ,I laugh…!!!
Keep rolling and rolling on the floor apart…:)
I feel I am a free bird…
No one can dare or utter a word…
Once my heart was used and thrown…:(
Now I realized I can protect it by my own….;)
I don’t want anyone to love me……
Want to be SINGLE and go free…..
No tensions, no worries…..
No more question and quarries…
Love my life, love my heart….
And even more love my beautiful thought….
“S.I.N.G.L.E: superb independent naughty girl living everyday”…….
Everyday is like heaven I say”……
No more tears rolling from eyes….
Each and everyday I feel like touching skies…..
I enjoy my freedom…..
With no word called “BOREDOM”….
I go mad, crazy………
Doing all kinds of works and making myself busy…
I still think that no guy has  born….
Who really deserves my beautiful heart’s throne…
Forgetting the past and moving ahead……
A piece of my heart is calling me for a hit….
Single and I am happy in that….
Rather being loved by anyone and get sad……;)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

A miStAke...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was there by your side always…
Still you dint understood me..!!!!!
I supported you all the time….
Still you kept names for me..
Even when everyone loved me…
I still gave you the first place in my heart…..♥.♥ ..
You never understood me at least dint give a trial….
I tried a lot to explain you hard…
But you never care to listen it so far….
I was hurtled cause of the words you used all the time….
I never cared them and still considered you as mine…
Even when this world kept me busy….
I still missed you a lot with a dizzy..
But you dint understand it at all..
Broke my little heart apart…
“You don’t care me”, ”Your avoiding me”, ”I am nothing to you”….
Are the things from which I’ve always been through….
For which sometimes my heart was gloomed….
My heart was so depressed…..
To which I tried a lot to express…
I never kept you alone ,awake…..
And accepted your every single mistake……
Still you posed questions on me …
As if I am not your love but an enemy……
Your still the one who occupies the first place in my life…..
Do not hate me and my heart……
Just hate the situation which kept you apart……..

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

A Beautiful Love Story

One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.
He asked me, "
Do you love me?"
I answered, "
Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"
Then He asked,
If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my
body and wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the
things that I took for granted.
And I answered, "
It would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."
Then the Lord said,
If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it?
Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them
still loved God and His creation.

So I answered, "
Its hard to think of it, but I would still love you."
The Lord then asked me,
If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf?

Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts.

I answered, "
It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."
The Lord then asked, "
If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice?
Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are
persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks.

So I answered, "
Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name”.
And the Lord asked, "
Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "
Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"
I thought I had answered well, but God asked,"THEN WHY DO YOU SIN?"
I answered, "
Because I am only human. I am not perfect.""THEN WHY IN TIMES OF PEACE DO YOU STRAY THE FURTHEST?

No answers. Only tears.

The Lord continued: "
Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."
I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, “
Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord answered, "
That is My Grace, My child."

I asked, "
Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"

The Lord answered, "
Because you are My creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you.
When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you forever

Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "
How much do You love me?"

The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands. "
This much, he said
I bowed down at the feet of God

Have a  Shining Week ahead.... 
Let your light shine in even the darkness of nights and enlighten the path in front of you with your knowledge and sensibility……..

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Love, During bright & dark

A beautifull day,
The day when you made me feel the aroma of my heart,
A very strange experience that ive felt..!
Every second you are the MOON to me..!
You were like my breath......!

The hurtled day,
My heart was cracked,
I felt nothing except your glimpse, which was always in my mind...!
All the beautifull day has turned to be a dream that passed away..!
Hence the only thing that i felt was the MOON.
which was seeing me from the reflection from the H2O..!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

I aNd tHe NiGhT SkY....:) :).!!!!!

I was standing on my terrace alone…
Thinking deeply about something and was forlorn …..
My head suddenly stood above…
As if something was calling me from up….
It was none other than the sparkling stars…..
Who wanted to know what my thinking are...
They asked me the reason of my lonesome….
And said that they cannot see my face with poignant…
I told them that I was well and fine….
And wanted to spend alone sometime….

Then came featherlike angel one…..
Gloomy, elegant ,frivolous moon….
His luminosity was lightning the entire place…..
To which my eyes were gazed….
He asked me “ oh little angel of my heart… why are you so hard?”….
He splashed his radiance on my heart….
I told him “oh dear moony my friend… there is nothing to worry and anxiety”
Your sweet little angel is enjoying the night falling….
Suddenly I heard the stars clouds appalling….
They started to talk and dance with me….
To which I was enjoying extensively…..

The air was so salubrious and unmarked……
Was refreshing the night which was so dark…..
It touched my body gently………
Felt  the touch as if a spineless  flower with its petals velvety…..
They were singing the song of melody……
It was fascinating night  for which I was lucky….
To enjoy such a view with full of ecstasy…..
And decided to come every night……
To watch this spellbinding, mesmerizing sky………….!!!!!!:)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

gOoD ThiNgs cOmE tO An eNd...:( :(!!!!!!!!!!

When we open our eyes we see the shining sun..
It’s radiant gleam, sparkle like a diamond..
The day is beautiful with the sound of humming birds..
When you see a cloudy airy weather you don’t have any words…
But this hilarious view does not stay for long…
The day starts and ends with dawn..
A red rose is as red as the blood….
Attractive, gracious, aromatic.. But then its beauty ends up in the mud.…
All good things come to an end…..

When there is no light…
 A candle gives a life…
With its glowing light  like occult…
But second by second it melts down and halt….
Caterpillar are very  ugly and awful..
But once they come out of the cocoon.
Your two eyes are not enough to see there exquisiteness..
There wings touch too high in the sky….
But one day even these die….
This is a whole world which has many good things..
But all of them come to an end….

Same is the life of  people….
When we start doing good things they end up with downbeat…
We start loving our friends and make them lovers..
But some turn from lovers to friends…
You try to do many good things for your best ones...
But again things go  slip-up and confound….
You start hating the person whom once you loved the most…
People keep sweet memories for being happy..
But these memories make our heart firm and waste…
That is why I ask always….
Why all good things come to an end..

Saturday, August 27, 2011

   The Person's Key

The cure for all the ills and wrongs, the cares, the sorrows, and the crimes of humanity, all lie in the one word ‘LOVE’, it is Devine vitality that every where produces and restores life.
                             - Lydia Maria Child

Giving importance to our dear person’s is priority,
Giving importance to third people is probability,
But the combination of each every probability = one priority
-NG. Sai Pragadeesh

       “A key is implemented for operating a switch in the form of a lock”

         Once upon a time there lived a person1, who is very good, loves & cares for every one, intelligent yet struggled very hard.
The person had a lot of hurdles, but still built up confidence and developed tactics and improved his thoughts, became a very good player of the real game called ‘LIFE’.

Well this game ‘LIFE’ has a lot of heavy locks, concepts & hurdles.

                                 Concepts were learnt,
                                 Hurdles were jumped,
But locks: few unlocked, few always been locked & few can be unlocked .

          Now such a player is playing. During the person1’s play, the person1 found another person2.
 Well this person2 is a very good, very loving, caretaker and a 100% lovable person by nature.
But weak hearted & trusts every one blindly.
Hence not a good player.  Since this person2 trusts every one and cares a lot, people just went on using and at one particular, they step on the person2’s heart, hence the person2 was crushed, depressed and worn out.
      At this point of time…

      The ‘TRUST’ which made the person2 hurted,
      The same ‘TRUST’ helped the person2 to hurt free.

That is the day when the person2 met person1.We know that person1 is already a very good player and very kind. As usually person2 started trusting this person1, this person1 also as usually started giving advices, because person1 has experienced a lot and always thought of making others happy.

While or during the explanation process from the person1 to person2, the person2 considered itself as a student to person1. The experiences and explanation continued.

                            Minutes were talked,
                               Hourly chatted,
                              Days were gone,
                        And months went historic,
                   Yet their relationship continued

Its been 7 months and now the person2 has been vibrated , changed , became strong enough, well to say in one sentence,
“Achieved every steps to become a real player of this game ‘LIFE’.

Now the person1 is very happy and at the same time very sad, because person1 has its own life that needs to be concentrated, since person1 needs to concentrate on its, person1 has to end the relationship and let person2 play its own game. When the person1 was about to leave without any intimation, person2 told person that,

                             You’re my angel,
                            You’re my mentor,
                          You’re my path maker,
                             You’re my guru.
   And felt very deep heartedly and never wanted to miss person1. This feel of person2 made person1 realize and even felt deep hearted and gave a promise that person1 would never leave person2.

              ( FROM THIS POINT OF RUNNING )…..
 “Today I am your enemy, but tomorrow I may be your friend”
     -NG. Sai Pragadeesh

Person1, atlast found the key, and the key is none other than person2, using person2 as a key, person1 unlocked many life locks and fame was at his door steps and always felt happy for its key. Now two months passed and person1 could not resist any more and really felt person2 in each and every work, and was so excited that person1 can not stop thinking about person2.

So, at one instance and situation person1 opened up and proposed person2, which made the person2 feel very happy , mal function and mute.

And finally both loved each other and continued their love that stands forever and their life is bonded. Which is the ‘MASTER KEY’ that unlocks many heavy locks……………..!

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens”
                                                        -Helen Keller

(NOTE: viewers red marked are quotes and green marked are quoters, well this is something different that happens in every ones life, well this is a imaginary story that i have written and just think person2's key is none other than person1, well i have not described because you viewers are well understanding, and when both of them combined could enjoy the universe, and there is one more thing, eachand every quote has a meaning behind this story and these quotes are selected by myself..! hence thank you people for viewing and please do comment if u like it or please even suggest me..! thanking you urs PRAGZ ).......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

BRoKen HeArT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God is great, I say!!!!!! He is the  one to decide how your life should be, we are just the players in this world. But sometimes I really start hating him.. There are times when god annoys me, makes me sad, makes me damn angry on him. !, Life is beautiful as long as your happy. But once that happiness is lost you, you feel like killing yourself for no reason. Hmmm……..! sometimes I think, I say… ''why god send people to our life, when he knows that they cannot be ours''..!. we love them a lot’ and one day you get to know that they were never your life property… They are just like a passing cloud in your life. Life becomes miserable once you start loving those people so deeply.. :( :(
                                  You try to forget them do all sorts of thing, but you lately realize that you cannot do that. And if you try to do it, you will just hurt your little heart ….. ''How does it feels when a person starts ignoring you whom you loved the most on this universe''… It is like,  [it is like] walking on broken pieces of glasses.. You know it hurts and the pain is unbearable but still your ready to bare for that person… silly but true. Why do we always like the people who hates us, who ignore us and not even bother to care us and think about us. Hmmmm…. {This heart is really very weak}….. 
* Your  hurted.. 
** your heart is broken into pieces,
*** but still you smile to show this world that your alive, happy & casualy cooool 
**** You know that some people cannot be yours...
***** But still your heart wants them, and feels better in their presence 
****** ''But  it’s a damn crazy world with crazy people in it…..''

.......... SO PLEASE DON'T STEPO ONO MY HEARTO .......... 

Thursday, August 11, 2011



World!!! World!!!! Beautiful World…..
Is so vast and round like a pearl..
Thousands of people walking around..
Who never comfort themselves in the sun’s warm….
Always chasing the speed of time..
As if in life the things are not fine…
Some say “hi” , some say “ bye”…
Some people trouble to say but they deny…

Some people are true…
Who never leave you….
Some people are bad..
Just as the black jack..
Cunning natured, fickle minded…
Who always take others for granted…
Always try to poke others life…
Some make there place in our life then in our heart….
Some try to change us..
But they themselves change as the time pass…..

Some start loving you…
As much as this universe…
You get your true love which you really deserve….
Some start hating you for small misunderstanding….
Loose there relationship and start parting….
Many have anger ,many have patience..
Some are ready to give life for your relation……
I guess ill never understand this world around me…
World!!!! World!!! Beautiful World……
So vast and round like a pearl…………………………..

Wednesday, July 20, 2011


Have you ever thought about your life…..?????? Why your born .For what you’re here up to…. Hmmmm well sometimes I really think for a while who am I for what I am here. People say that to lead a good life you must accept the law of nature, the people around you and sometimes they are things which make you go crazy, weird you feel like…” ahhhhh I hate this life”. And when your with no problem enjoying every moment then we say” wow I love this life”. They are many who come in your life make there place in your little heart and stay forever with you making promises and wishes. You never feel like leaving those people at all. But sometimes they are people who enter your life stay in your heart but at last they leave you in the middle of the  journey. They break your heart into pieces but you still collect those pieces and want them . Even if you want to deny this thing you would never ever try to do and if you try to do you end up hurting yourself. That’s LIFE if you want something good you need to loose something good. Happiness is always followed by sadness. You love people, you hate some.  But life isn’t permanent no one knows when god will call us up to him. So live your life happily. Try to compromise with people , situations because you would never leave people if you do so. Ego, a common thing which people should try to kill it. And if you love someone try to make them happy even if  they don’t love you. Hate less love more. Sometimes you need to grave your emotions and feelings for the sake of others happiness. You’re damn broken from inside but still your able to show that cute smile on your face. This is what life is all about… living in it for sake of others because we live our life not for us but for others. So lead a good life….. LIVE IT….LOVE IT……♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, July 14, 2011


I  saw you during the Heavens light, YOU  ,
 were like an angel in the dark blue sky.,

I tried to catch you .......
But failed to catch you with my hands.,

But, caught you inside my eyes.
Followed you were ever you went.,

But took diversion away from you
Then i came to know that it is the ''GATES OF HEAVEN''

Got disappointed & went back and wrote my day book.,
I again appeared to the spot.

But i could not catch you
I tried to call you,
but i became dumb..,

So all i could do was see and listen ,
Seeing you , i wanted you to be my friend............(still continues :)....)

 > comment if you like it....!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011


                                                         PENCIL LANDSCAPE

It is not a bolt to be tightened into place but a seed to be planted and to bear more seed toward the hope of greening the landscape of idea........


Take it from a guy: If you're in love with somebody, you will swim the stream, you will climb the mountain, you will slay the dragon. You're going to get to her somehow, some way..........

                                                          WATER COLOR PAINTING

A strong body makes the mind strong. As to the species of exercises, I advise the gun. While this gives moderate exercise to the body, it gives boldness, enterprise and independence to the mind. Games played with the ball, and others of that nature, are too violent for the body and stamp no character on the mind. Let your gun therefore be your constant companion of your walks.....

                                       SAMURAI JACK
A samurai should always be prepared for death - whether his own or someone else's............

                                      LEE DAGGER WITH HEART

Well this painting is really close to my heart. The sword inside the heart signifies the pain and hurt one feels. And the roses outside signifies the pleasant nature of a person even after so much of pain he is able to show is happiness from outside........

Monday, July 11, 2011

knowledge Apetite

knowledge Apetite


Nice conversation with God. 

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"God", I said.  "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" 
His answer surprised me. 
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" 
"Yes", I replied. 
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of 
them.  I gave them light. I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.  Its brilliant green covered the
floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo
seed.  But I did not quit on the bamboo.
"In the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.  And again, 
nothing came from the bamboo seed.  But I
did not quit on the bamboo.
"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would 
not quit. The same in year four.
"Then in the fifth year, a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.  Compared 
to the fern, it was seemingly small and
"But just six months later, the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. 
"It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and
gave it what it needed to survive.  I
would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.
"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you 
have actually been growing roots? I would
not quit on the bamboo.. I will never quit on you.

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different
purpose than the fern. Yet they both make
the forest beautiful.
"Your time will come", God said to me..  "You will rise high" 
"How high should I rise?" I asked. 
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return. 
"As high as it can?" I questioned 
"Yes." He said, 
"Give me glory by rising as high as you can." 
I left the forest, realizing that God will never give up on me. 

And He will never give up on you.